Hello lovers! I just wanted to make a quick little post. I don't have the slightest idea of what I want to post right now, my mind is completely scatterbrained so I don't know what to do with all these crazy thoughts running through my mind. First thing first...I want to start writing more. I know I have a blog, so I can type whatever my little heart desires but there's nothing like settling down with a glass of lemonade & a journal. My heart set out to write whatever my hand feels like writing on a fresh page of paper with some colored ink. & maybe even fluorescent colored highlighters. But shush, it's a secret ;) I would even like to start reading more. I haven't read a book regularly in such a long time! I've been reading this one book & it's taking me decades, almost a whole century to read it. NO BUENO.
Same excuse every single time, I always say "next time. I'm busy right now. I'll just start later on..." Mmm, yeah no. Not a very good idea, because I'm the type of loser dork that likes to prolong things. I need to have motivation, inspiration. I want to start thinking happier thoughts, I want to do things that make me happy, I want to be creative like how I used to be, I want to bake, I want to cook, I want to be productive. I know I'm not like all the other girls on this island (NOT a cocky statement, believe me). I'm not into getting wasted, smoking, getting high, popularity, trying to get with any guy who notices me....psh, I have standards man! Lol. I'm random, I'm weird, I'm loud, I'm goofy, I'm a child at heart. If you truly know me & you are or were my friend, you know I'm weird! You know I'm random. YOU KNOW I LIKE TO CRACK UP JOKES, MAKE AN EFFORT TO BE FUNNY & MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH. I like that! I love laughing. Laughter is one of the best remedies out there. I love being happy, being careless, laughing my heart out. That's what I consider fun! Not getting drunk with a bunch of stranger fools. No offense. Getting drunk off Skinny Girl Margaritas can be fun too! Hehe ;)
Man! So much things I would just love to do, so many passions I would love to pursue, I'm inspired to do so much things that I can't even think of all of them at once. So much that, in fact, I can't even type them all because this post would never end (pretty much). So I guess I'll end this here. I know this post is SUPER RANDOM, like what?! I swear, when I start typing something I never know where my posts are going to take me! It's like a spontaneous journey, but through my mind, my fingers, this keyboard & the internet. Dang, technology these days...never slows down for anyone huh?
Okay lovers, I am ending this now!!! FOR REAL THIS TIME....
I love you guys ♥♥♥
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Finding my bliss once again :)
Hello my loves! Mina here. I hope I didn't scare anyone off with my last post, I'd like to apologize. I was just completely stressed & I needed a good vent session. Furious texting to my best friend just wasn't quite enough to completely blow off all the steam so I turned to blogging. I think it helped quite well. But now I feel much better! I've gotten some stressful things over with, I still have a lot more to do but I have faith in myself & in God that I'll get everything done :) I believe in myself! I'm so close to one of my lifelong dreams I can taste it!
Now as of this moment, I'm having this lazy love relationship since it's Saturday & the past week has just worn me out! Dang :o But I just had a very yummy breakfast; multigrain waffles, an egg & a smoothie. I've recently learned in one of my Human Phys classes that healthy fat is better for you then a low fat diet. You feel full longer, so you consume less calories throughout the day. Good fats are in butter (but make sure you eat in rations, don't overdo it!), nuts, olive oil, stuff like that. Grains are also good for you, so I made sure not to be too naughty & I ate a multigrain waffle instead of a regular one. Also, when eating eggs, the yolk is where all the good stuff are, so don't throw it away! Eat them with your egg whites! I lie to you not! My teachers know what they're saying, they have degrees people! Haha. I've really missed juicing (btw, I have no clue as to why I call it juicing, when they're actually smoothies...habit I guess, but oh well! Hehe) so I made a yummy smoothie! I put about a handful of berries, half an apple, half of a banana, half an orange, and half a handful of peeled baby carrots & voila! YUMMERS ;) I don't have any spinach or cucumbers right now soooo *sadface* I wasn't able to include that in. Now I'm just listening to country music :) I love country music! So relaxing & beautiful. I do listen to rap, hip hop, stuff like that...but sometimes I like to step away from songs about sex (ummm RAY J, yeah, I don't listen to him, but get over Kim dude!) & I like to listen to songs that have meaning & tell a story :)
Plans for today! Hang out with my best friend, yeppers! I really want to VLOG because I have't put up a video in ages! Yikes. I want to go to the church & light a couple of candles at the chapel. Pick lunch up at TJs with the ticket I bought, & who knows what else. Go to Wal Mart & grocery shopping with my mama & maybe eat out dinner with my family, then sleepover my friend's house (we'll see).
I've been really crazy lately with my mood swings & I really would like to change that. Maybe being nicer & happier! I need to look at the positive things in life! Life really is beautiful if you look at the glass being half full rather then half empty :) I need to stop wanting more & just appreciate the things I do have. I mean, it's true when people say you don't realize what you have till it's gone. I've learned that the hard way. Never take anything or ANYONE for granted...EVER. Life is too short! Let go of the negativity, stop hating those who did you wrong & just forgive! Don't even do it for the other person, do it for yourself. The only way you'll ever be free, is if you let go. It is a slow process to heal from the scars others have left you with, but it's better to forgive then to live life in darkness. I know this, I'm still healing, trying to forgive myself from the pain I've inflicted on others, on myself, & the pain others have inflicted on me as well. We're all human, EVERYONE makes mistakes. No one is perfect. Perfection will never exist, NEVER. We all have our faults, they're inevitable.
Love yourself, love those around you. Forgive those who hurt you & leave those who are hurting you. Live for yourself & live life in love & happiness. It's so much easier to be happy then to hurt all the time :( Don't think everyone in the world is against you! If any of you ever feel like you need someone to talk to, I'm here! You guys can talk to be :) Don't ever be ashamed! I care & who knows, maybe I need someone to talk to as well. You all matter!!! Each & every one of you.
Ahh ok kiddos! I should stop now, I could probably go on FOOOREVER. But "eh, better not"....LOL :) I hope you enjoyed this post my loves. I love you all!!! XOXO.
Now as of this moment, I'm having this lazy love relationship since it's Saturday & the past week has just worn me out! Dang :o But I just had a very yummy breakfast; multigrain waffles, an egg & a smoothie. I've recently learned in one of my Human Phys classes that healthy fat is better for you then a low fat diet. You feel full longer, so you consume less calories throughout the day. Good fats are in butter (but make sure you eat in rations, don't overdo it!), nuts, olive oil, stuff like that. Grains are also good for you, so I made sure not to be too naughty & I ate a multigrain waffle instead of a regular one. Also, when eating eggs, the yolk is where all the good stuff are, so don't throw it away! Eat them with your egg whites! I lie to you not! My teachers know what they're saying, they have degrees people! Haha. I've really missed juicing (btw, I have no clue as to why I call it juicing, when they're actually smoothies...habit I guess, but oh well! Hehe) so I made a yummy smoothie! I put about a handful of berries, half an apple, half of a banana, half an orange, and half a handful of peeled baby carrots & voila! YUMMERS ;) I don't have any spinach or cucumbers right now soooo *sadface* I wasn't able to include that in. Now I'm just listening to country music :) I love country music! So relaxing & beautiful. I do listen to rap, hip hop, stuff like that...but sometimes I like to step away from songs about sex (ummm RAY J, yeah, I don't listen to him, but get over Kim dude!) & I like to listen to songs that have meaning & tell a story :)
Plans for today! Hang out with my best friend, yeppers! I really want to VLOG because I have't put up a video in ages! Yikes. I want to go to the church & light a couple of candles at the chapel. Pick lunch up at TJs with the ticket I bought, & who knows what else. Go to Wal Mart & grocery shopping with my mama & maybe eat out dinner with my family, then sleepover my friend's house (we'll see).
I've been really crazy lately with my mood swings & I really would like to change that. Maybe being nicer & happier! I need to look at the positive things in life! Life really is beautiful if you look at the glass being half full rather then half empty :) I need to stop wanting more & just appreciate the things I do have. I mean, it's true when people say you don't realize what you have till it's gone. I've learned that the hard way. Never take anything or ANYONE for granted...EVER. Life is too short! Let go of the negativity, stop hating those who did you wrong & just forgive! Don't even do it for the other person, do it for yourself. The only way you'll ever be free, is if you let go. It is a slow process to heal from the scars others have left you with, but it's better to forgive then to live life in darkness. I know this, I'm still healing, trying to forgive myself from the pain I've inflicted on others, on myself, & the pain others have inflicted on me as well. We're all human, EVERYONE makes mistakes. No one is perfect. Perfection will never exist, NEVER. We all have our faults, they're inevitable.
Love yourself, love those around you. Forgive those who hurt you & leave those who are hurting you. Live for yourself & live life in love & happiness. It's so much easier to be happy then to hurt all the time :( Don't think everyone in the world is against you! If any of you ever feel like you need someone to talk to, I'm here! You guys can talk to be :) Don't ever be ashamed! I care & who knows, maybe I need someone to talk to as well. You all matter!!! Each & every one of you.
Ahh ok kiddos! I should stop now, I could probably go on FOOOREVER. But "eh, better not"....LOL :) I hope you enjoyed this post my loves. I love you all!!! XOXO.
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
So stressed out!
I just would like to warn you in advance that this isn't going to be a very upbeat post, in fact I believe that it's going to be the exact opposite...
I'm just so sick of all the crap that high school is giving me right now. I'm in such an unhappy place right now with one of my classes that I feel like it's becoming the main source of my unhappiness. It's not only affecting me, but others around me as well. I really enjoyed this class my Junior year, but I just want to be done with it. I'm mentally and emotionally drained. I can't wait to get out of high school. I know some people really enjoy high school, but I can honestly say it was four years of BULLSH*T. Four years of anger and resentment that I invested into my life that I can never have back. It just comes to show, that as you most likely know already, that I'm not perfect or happy all the time. I have my days, and right now is one of them. I just HATE, and I mean hate this one class right now. I feel like I'm being forced to do irrelevant things that will never benefit my future.
I just don't even know how to deal with the stress right now. I'm just so frustrated and angry beyond words. I can't even begin to explain how irritated I am right now with everything. Can someone burst from being so P*SSED? Because I think sh*t is gonna go haywire. FEK. I'm so over everything.
I'm just so sick of all the crap that high school is giving me right now. I'm in such an unhappy place right now with one of my classes that I feel like it's becoming the main source of my unhappiness. It's not only affecting me, but others around me as well. I really enjoyed this class my Junior year, but I just want to be done with it. I'm mentally and emotionally drained. I can't wait to get out of high school. I know some people really enjoy high school, but I can honestly say it was four years of BULLSH*T. Four years of anger and resentment that I invested into my life that I can never have back. It just comes to show, that as you most likely know already, that I'm not perfect or happy all the time. I have my days, and right now is one of them. I just HATE, and I mean hate this one class right now. I feel like I'm being forced to do irrelevant things that will never benefit my future.
I just don't even know how to deal with the stress right now. I'm just so frustrated and angry beyond words. I can't even begin to explain how irritated I am right now with everything. Can someone burst from being so P*SSED? Because I think sh*t is gonna go haywire. FEK. I'm so over everything.
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Health is wealth baby!
Well, I know this is going to be such a random introduction to a blog post, but JUNK FOOD. I can honestly say it's a love-hate relationship with me. As much as I HATE junk food with every single particle of my soul, it always seems to find a way to tempt itself back into my life. I mean sure it tastes good, but it makes me feel soooo sick. Headaches, lazy, tired, grumpy...you name it! Anything negative, that's what it does to me and my body. It's like a crack addict and their crack. As much as it destroys them, they will always have that temptation. MUST I REPEAT AGAIN; I hate junk food. HATE IT.
I love healthy food, or eating better. Not only does it make you look good but it makes you feel good as well :) Everyone needs some well-being in their life. It also makes you want to workout. It brings positive vibes. That's why I love it! Also due to the known fact that cancer runs deep in my family's genes, I want to start being healthy again as soon as possible. Starting now! These past couple of days, I've been naughty but I honestly want to get back on track again. Just because you get off track doesn't necessarily mean you have to give up, you can always start again! Never think about how much further you have to go, look back and see how far you have come! Be motivated, be your own motivation. It's A LOT harder to feel like crap and hate how your body looks like/feels like then it is to not only eat yummy food that is good for you and makes you feel good, but to also work up a sweat that can be fun and shows positive results!
FROM THIS MOMENT, I will start listening to my own advice. I'm no longer doing this for anyone but myself. I also would like to blog about this to not only vent out my feelings that I keep in, but to motivate others also! (hopefully, hehe)
Alrighty...well, I hope you all enjoyed this post! I'll be posting again soon, that's for sure. I'll also be posting more videos on my YouTube channel so look out for that. I love you guys!!!
Xo,
Mina
I love healthy food, or eating better. Not only does it make you look good but it makes you feel good as well :) Everyone needs some well-being in their life. It also makes you want to workout. It brings positive vibes. That's why I love it! Also due to the known fact that cancer runs deep in my family's genes, I want to start being healthy again as soon as possible. Starting now! These past couple of days, I've been naughty but I honestly want to get back on track again. Just because you get off track doesn't necessarily mean you have to give up, you can always start again! Never think about how much further you have to go, look back and see how far you have come! Be motivated, be your own motivation. It's A LOT harder to feel like crap and hate how your body looks like/feels like then it is to not only eat yummy food that is good for you and makes you feel good, but to also work up a sweat that can be fun and shows positive results!
FROM THIS MOMENT, I will start listening to my own advice. I'm no longer doing this for anyone but myself. I also would like to blog about this to not only vent out my feelings that I keep in, but to motivate others also! (hopefully, hehe)
Alrighty...well, I hope you all enjoyed this post! I'll be posting again soon, that's for sure. I'll also be posting more videos on my YouTube channel so look out for that. I love you guys!!!
Xo,
Mina
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