Hello my loves! Mina here. I hope I didn't scare anyone off with my last post, I'd like to apologize. I was just completely stressed & I needed a good vent session. Furious texting to my best friend just wasn't quite enough to completely blow off all the steam so I turned to blogging. I think it helped quite well. But now I feel much better! I've gotten some stressful things over with, I still have a lot more to do but I have faith in myself & in God that I'll get everything done :) I believe in myself! I'm so close to one of my lifelong dreams I can taste it!
Now as of this moment, I'm having this lazy love relationship since it's Saturday & the past week has just worn me out! Dang :o But I just had a very yummy breakfast; multigrain waffles, an egg & a smoothie. I've recently learned in one of my Human Phys classes that healthy fat is better for you then a low fat diet. You feel full longer, so you consume less calories throughout the day. Good fats are in butter (but make sure you eat in rations, don't overdo it!), nuts, olive oil, stuff like that. Grains are also good for you, so I made sure not to be too naughty & I ate a multigrain waffle instead of a regular one. Also, when eating eggs, the yolk is where all the good stuff are, so don't throw it away! Eat them with your egg whites! I lie to you not! My teachers know what they're saying, they have degrees people! Haha. I've really missed juicing (btw, I have no clue as to why I call it juicing, when they're actually smoothies...habit I guess, but oh well! Hehe) so I made a yummy smoothie! I put about a handful of berries, half an apple, half of a banana, half an orange, and half a handful of peeled baby carrots & voila! YUMMERS ;) I don't have any spinach or cucumbers right now soooo *sadface* I wasn't able to include that in. Now I'm just listening to country music :) I love country music! So relaxing & beautiful. I do listen to rap, hip hop, stuff like that...but sometimes I like to step away from songs about sex (ummm RAY J, yeah, I don't listen to him, but get over Kim dude!) & I like to listen to songs that have meaning & tell a story :)
Plans for today! Hang out with my best friend, yeppers! I really want to VLOG because I have't put up a video in ages! Yikes. I want to go to the church & light a couple of candles at the chapel. Pick lunch up at TJs with the ticket I bought, & who knows what else. Go to Wal Mart & grocery shopping with my mama & maybe eat out dinner with my family, then sleepover my friend's house (we'll see).
I've been really crazy lately with my mood swings & I really would like to change that. Maybe being nicer & happier! I need to look at the positive things in life! Life really is beautiful if you look at the glass being half full rather then half empty :) I need to stop wanting more & just appreciate the things I do have. I mean, it's true when people say you don't realize what you have till it's gone. I've learned that the hard way. Never take anything or ANYONE for granted...EVER. Life is too short! Let go of the negativity, stop hating those who did you wrong & just forgive! Don't even do it for the other person, do it for yourself. The only way you'll ever be free, is if you let go. It is a slow process to heal from the scars others have left you with, but it's better to forgive then to live life in darkness. I know this, I'm still healing, trying to forgive myself from the pain I've inflicted on others, on myself, & the pain others have inflicted on me as well. We're all human, EVERYONE makes mistakes. No one is perfect. Perfection will never exist, NEVER. We all have our faults, they're inevitable.
Love yourself, love those around you. Forgive those who hurt you & leave those who are hurting you. Live for yourself & live life in love & happiness. It's so much easier to be happy then to hurt all the time :( Don't think everyone in the world is against you! If any of you ever feel like you need someone to talk to, I'm here! You guys can talk to be :) Don't ever be ashamed! I care & who knows, maybe I need someone to talk to as well. You all matter!!! Each & every one of you.
Ahh ok kiddos! I should stop now, I could probably go on FOOOREVER. But "eh, better not"....LOL :) I hope you enjoyed this post my loves. I love you all!!! XOXO.
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